Self-evaluation
When looking back over all of my blog entries, I noticed there was a recurring theme of me not having exposure to certain concepts and situations involving literacy. I seemed to preface a lot of things with, “I’m not a teacher but…”, and would reiterate the fact that I am a school psychologist. As a school psychologist, we have a different perspective on things and students. Recently, for example, I did an evaluation of a student who was reported by his teachers to have some behavior issues. During testing, he was great and was off the charts with his IQ and achievement. When I observed him, he was quiet as a mouse and did everything he was told to do. After that, I of course was like, “Why in the world am I evaluating him, he’s a great student!” That was because I only got a snapshot of what he’s like and he wasn’t misbehaving when I observed him. I know I need to be more careful of that and really do a better job of taking on the perspective of a teacher, instead of my own biased view.
Blogging for me has been a great way of putting my thoughts out there and getting feedback from other educators. Here I go with the “I’m not a teacher” thing again, but I was not familiar with a lot of the early literacy concepts and assessments. I liked reading teacher blogs where they gave real-life examples of how they did things in their classrooms. I enjoyed getting advice and thoughts from people who have been there and done that. I was often inspired by the blogs and comforted by the fact that there are some really great, committed teachers out there! It’s nice to be in a community of educators where we all are in it for the best interest of the student.
Overall, I think I have learned a great deal about emergent literacy concepts. I feel more comfortable applying those concepts to real students and helping them. One of the biggest things I think I have learned from reading classmates’ blogs and this class in general, is not to go into a situation with preconceived notions about students. What really emphasized that point to me was my kidwatching project. As I said in class, I honestly didn’t think he would be able to do the running record, but he sure surprised the heck out of me with his 76% accuracy rate! I know in the future not to ever underestimate what kids can do. They can always do something. As we learn in class, it’s important not to have that deficit thinking. If you think they can’t do anything, then you’ll have lower expectations of them and they may not reach their full potential.
I learned that you can use the simplest situations and turn them into an opportunity to enhance a child’s literacy skills. Lastly, I learned that your classmates/colleagues can often be some of your greatest resources/teachers, and to take every opportunity to learn from them. This class has been a great way for me to learn about literacy and I know I will take what I learned and use it as a school psychologist.